Hey Mike, I don't know if you will ever read this, but it's been nearly six years since we last spoke, and I'm not here for anything. I'm not here to talk again, and I'm not here for anything other than to say one of the biggest regrets in my life is not giving any of you a proper apology. I won't sugarcoat my words nor lie about anything I'll say.
I'm very sorry for what I did to you and the rest of the community back when I was known as "Darko". Darko never existed, none of the stuff I said back then was ever true. I was just a mentally disturbed 13-year-old who had nothing better to do during his free time, and I made a fake persona solely to delude myself into thinking I wasn't such a fucking loser with no potential in his future life, but none of that excuses it.
It doesn't excuse how I doxxed you and spammed that info. It doesn't excuse how I forced Vimmy into a relationship with me and made her believe she was being groomed. It doesn't excuse how I stressed you and your mother out a lot by using you as a shoulder to cry on over my life problems that never even existed in the first place. It doesn't excuse how I would pretend to be suicidal just so I could feel something and "justify" myself. It doesn't excuse how I would value all my emotions over everybody else's, especially in situations like when AK tried to help me seek redemption (AK actually did accept my apology when I DMed him on Discord minutes ago and he acknowledged how my actions are in the past, but I...don't feel worthy of his attention man). It doesn't excuse how I was violently jealous of PowerLoudGirl being close to you and becoming your girlfriend. It doesn't excuse how manipulative I was overall and tried to put everything in the palm of my hand.
I'm not asking for anything in return from anybody, I just wanted to apologize. Say whatever you want or call me whatever you want, I 100% deserve it. I've changed my ways and tried to move on during these past couple of years, but goddamn man, sometimes I still think about everything I did. I'm such a piece of shit for all of that. I should've apologized much, much earlier, but after seeing how it'd turn out with guys like Darkton and TheReviewer20, I thought it was best to back off. But here I am now. I'm sorry for being such a terrible person to all of you, especially to you, Vimmy and AK. I hope you're all doing much better now, and if you want me to never contact you again after this, I'll follow that.
I’m back baby
Hey man, I don't know if you are ever gonna read this but I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry for being a douche back then, I was younger and dumber.You don't have to forgive me but the things I did years ago were immature of me.
You still alive?